Lyrics

I’ve died too many nights
and I’m tryna wake up
I’ve found peace in my mind
Still don’t know who to trust
Can’t focus
I’m blind to my feelings
I’ve tried to pretend that I’m fine
But it’s too late

Miscommunication can be real enough to find
Looking ahead had never been so hard
Am I blind or something?
I can’t tell no more
Do I need to?
My heart’s aching sore ‘cause I can’t do
What I used to do
‘Cause I’m here with these tears that I’m getting through

Miscommunication can be real enough to find
Looking ahead had never been so hard

I’ve died too many nights
and I’m tryna wake up
I’ve found peace in my mind
Still don’t know who to trust
Can’t focus
I’m blind to my feelings
I’ve tried to pretend that I’m fine
But it’s too late

Nah I ain’t going to sleep
‘Cause whenever I do, I can’t breathe and I die
Come on
I mean how can I keep on living this way?
I’m so desperate to fight
And no one can acknowledge what goes through my head
I’ll never forget the things people have said
It can’t be ignored everyday that I dread
I’ll just dig up a grave for my soul when it’s dead
And I’m scared of the moment I lay in my bed
When my eyes start to shut then my blood will be shed
Not used to the bleeding
I’ve bled and I’ve bled
And I’m losing my vision, all I see is red
I’m carving a smile with a needle and thread
I wanna explode but I’ll hide it instead
I’m looking for answers again and again
It’s an ongoing cycle
Can’t handle the pain

I’ve died too many nights
and I’m tryna wake up
I’ve found peace in my mind
Still don’t know who to trust
Can’t focus
I’m blind to my feelings
I’ve tried to pretend that I’m fine
But it’s too late

Go to sleep now
Go to sleep now
Don’t remember
Go to sleep now